Why was I okay with this? Am I okay with something so.. Ephemeral? Will I be contented like this? What I thought was exciting is gnawing at me at the back of my head. It’s not going to end well. Sure, this sucks but at least I am feeling something..
We won’t make it anyway and I just got to keep telling myself that.
“I missed you until I realized there was never really anything to miss but the peace I felt before I knew you.” — R. H. Sin